Oct 22.
I have to work tomorrow from 7:30 - 4:00. AHH! I think I’m going to take the kid to the movies and out for lunch. I kept falling asleep this morning on their couch. Which wasnt so bad since Connor didnt like, run away or anything. I admitted it to his mom and she said it was fine, I figure I better tell her before Connor did, just so it wouldnt look like I was crappy and I didnt fess up. Whatever. She was really nice about it too. I told her about the bad dream I had last night and then the conversation just kind of trailed off that way.
I’m so hot, I have the air turned down, I think its all the insulation from all the freaking food I’ve been eating! What is wrong with me! I want to eat all the time. I’m going to try to suppress my cravings with extra water and working out. I’m eating breakfast though, so that’s a positive coming from it.
Other than that, nothing really happened today. Britt and I went and saw Orphan for 2 bucks. That’s always a nice feeling, cos even if the movie sucks, it only cost 2 bucks! I saw lights in the sky, like I saw once with James and they made me cry. Cos once again I freaked out and then I remembered how James and I saw those and I made him turn the car around to look at them, and then we laughed cos they were not aliens, just stuff the jumpers used. :[ GAH! Stay strong.
