Oh Snap, a baby!

I’ve been writing more, posting less. :( I’m far too boring for anyone to want to follow.

Week 15!

My gosh, where has the time gone?! I’m not sure where I’ve been for the past two months, but it wasnt anywhere exciting, I can assure you. However, wherever I have been, it has caused my stomach to grow greatly! I’ll have to post a picture up here, but it is just astounding. My belly button looks nothing like it did at the beginning of this little journey, I think that is what freaks me out the most. I havent felt kicks yet, but I’m starting to feel flutters, which they say is the baby. I cant really explain them either, but it feels like someone tickling you from the inside out. Also, another interesting fact, my belly button itches, isnt that weird? It actually itches. I dont really rub much lotion on except when I jump out of the shower, but you can feel the difference in the skin from my belly to my belly button.

Yuck, I just tried to squish my belly button into pre-pregnancy form, and I cant. I have heard that your belly button will never recover. How strange! What’s even stranger is that I’m more concerned with my belly button recovery from pregnancy then I am for any other part of my body. ahahhahaha, Give me a stomach like Kate Gosslin after all those babies, but dont give me a nasty belly botton!!! ahhahaha. Where are my priorities!? hahaha, I’ll post a picture soon, life is too boring to dull you anymore!

You know your pregnant when…

• you can smell everyone, even the people who didn’t shower this morning two counties over.

• you want to cry at commercials! Not even full shows, but 15 seconds is free game to bawl your eyes out!

• nothing tastes good, absolutely nothing. Yet, EVERYTHING must be in your stomach, RIGHT NOW!

• two sips of water is enough to release niagra falls ten times within the hour.

… More to come…

Pea in a pod. :]

I’m DYING! I cannot even fit into my pants that I JUST BOUGHT! I bought them, maybe a few days before James left! And now, I cant even button them up! I’m so extremely and grossly bloated! EEEWWWWW! I havent had any bouts of nausea, which I’m EXTREMELY thankful for! Remembering to take my prenatals, that’s an issue! I keep forgetting what time I took them at night (cos I started them at night). But whatever, they’re not as big as I’ve been hearing. However, the forgetfulness is getting RIGHT TO ME! I forget EVERYTHING! I forgot what I went to the store for, like 5 times; WHILE IN THE STORE! And then, figuring that I had recovered lost memory, I left… FORGETTING THE MAJOR THING I WAS TO GO THERE FOR!!!! Its amazing, I’m normally the one who writes it all down and never forgets, and now I’m by far, the most absent minded person I know.

My sister and I went to see Paranormal Activity tonight. Now, laugh away, but the whole time I was LITERALLY TERRIFIED that by getting scared, I would cause stress to the baby and kill it. I have NO idea why. I ended up paying about 9 bucks to watch the lower right corner of the screen and pray that I didnt freak out. I think I’m losing my mind, I cannot stop worrying about everything, and then worrying about worrying! So far, I dont feel like I’m “stressing” that much, but I do feel like at times, when I’m alone or something, I’ll start to wonder if I’m doing everything right. I definitely thought that pregnancy was puking and weird alien pokes from inside my belly. IT IS NOTHING LIKE THAT! There is soooo much I cannot do! I cant even try to get rid of my “acne” (I’ve never really had acne, but something is happening to my face, and at times I look in the mirror and not noticing myself think, pizza face hahaha). I cant even stretch my back! Putting my arms above my head allows the possibility for the baby to be strangled! These things in themselves are stressful! I’m so tired. Its taken me almost an hour and a half for me to finish this post up! How terrible! I’ll post more tomorrow. :]

love.

Still baby Sweet Pea! 6 weeks, 3 days.

SO, today brought no new symptoms. My cramping has eased up, but I think that I’ve tried my hardest to stop stressing, so that could be a sign. I’m getting excited for the appointment, but the more I read about it, the more I’m finding that its going to be a LONG appointment. As in, 3-4 hours!!! Now had I known that, I NEVER would of scheduled an appointment for 8 am!! :[  Whatever, as long as the baby’s healthy, I cant complain. Though, having the appointment at 8 weeks verses earlier, I can clearly hear a heart beat by 8 weeks. So after that, I’ll only have 4 more weeks of my first trimester. I’m trying REALLY hard to eat well, but I ate SO bad before and after James left, that I just got into that terrible habit. That and my house is an utter wreck. My mom and sister are going to help me clean tomorrow, but there is only so much I can deal with. We have to figure out what to do with the cat, and the kitty litter. Since my sister is moving in with me, I’ll be able to have her do all of that, but we’re going to have to figure out what to do with Minke at night and so on.

I cannot wait for James to get home, cos then I’ll be entering my third trimester, and all the fun stuff will be able to happen! We will be able to set up a nursery and he can paint the room and all of that fun stuff. I’ve been looking at things for the registry, but I’m really not sure what I NEED, and what I just am so sticky fingers ready to buy. Plus, a few of my friends are pregnant and I got to go through their registries and look at all that they’re asking for. Its so hard to talk to James about what he wants, I honestly havent even spoken to him since I told him we were expecting. Regardless, he sounded thrilled, and I hope that this whole pregnancy goes very well!

Other than baby stuff, nothing has been going on. Its another busy week for me, which will be good, I need to stop spending. Not that I’ve spent a lot lately, just I dont need to spend more. I did, however, buy my New Moon midnight ticket! I’m sure James will miss out on that tradition! :] I know it was one of his favorites! Last year I drug him to see the first movie, Twilight, midnight premiere the night before he was to leave for the field for work! He ended up falling asleep in the movie, but was a trooper for going with me! I’m sure we’ll be able to catch next years one too, :] baby in tow! Hope everyone is having a nice week/day!!